Selena Gomez got emotional with her fans Saturday in a rambling Instagram post, saying she needed to “rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally.”
The 24-year-old singer posted the cryptic note following a concert in Jakarta, Indonesia, which came a day after her birthday.
“Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music,” Gomez wrote. “I’ve never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or video could define me.
“I’m stagnant, I stay still and don’t just sit with myself first and ask ‘is this where I am, whole heartedly?’ I’ve always told the truth, I’m always true to my word, I’ve shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally.”
“Had to get that out,” Gomez added before commenting on her own post. “Not being negative about anything I’ve done. I’m grateful for every single moment I get here.”